Mistakes of Honor

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1398 and Before
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1401
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Breakfast With Strangers
Hammer 6, 1403
Hammer 13, 1403
Hammer 20, 1403
Will You Dance With Me?
Hammer 27, 1403
Kiss Her You Fool
Alturiak 3, 1403
Will You Stay For Dinner?
Alturiak 10, 1403
Survivor
Her Winter's Discontent
Alturiak 17, 1403
To the Heart of the World
Alturiak 24, 1403
Ches 3, 1403
War Wounds
Castles In The Air
Attack of the Killer Squirrels
Ches 10, 1403
Ches 17, 1403
Eve of Battle
Misunderstanding
Ches 24, 1403
Unexpected Afternoon
Ches 31, 1403
Final Battles
Lessons Learned
Boundaries
After Dinner Drinks
Tarsakh 7, 1403
More to the Man
Ashes to Ashes
Beyond Redemption
Tarsakh 14, 1403
Nightmares & Dreamscapes
Going Through Customs
The Importance of Propriety
The News of the Day
Burning Questions
Road to Nowhere
Tarsakh 21, 1403
Mistakes of Honor
Excuses, Excuses
Wedding Worries
Duck and Cover
Tower-ing Boredom
Stone Secrets
Tarsakh 28, 1403
Parting Parade
Invasion of Marsember
Lots of Time to Spare
First Impressions
Moving Quarters
The Company She Keeps
Mirtul 5, 1403
Strays
Whispers in the Shadows
Men of Talent
Mirtul 12, 1403
Good Neighbors
Good Wages for a Kiss
Stealthy Suggestions
Sins of the Fathers
Filial Ties
Sacrifices
Mirtul 19, 1403
Information Gathering
Choices & Consequences
Talking It Over
Whatever It Takes
Girl Talk
Nature of the Beast
Gathering Allies
Baiting the Trap
Stuck In A Moment
Mirtul 26, 1403
Wants and Needs
Among the Wretched
Playing Possum
Through His Eyes
Cross Training
Expecting Someone Else
Kythorn 2, 1403
Sorry, But You Did Ask
Making It Up
Rigging the Game
Papers, Please
Kythorn 9, 1403
Bolt and Dagger
Feline Footpad
Washing Your Orcs Away
Kythorn 16, 1403
A Different Kind of Lesson
The Necessary Monster
Kythorn 23, 1403
Bound & Determined
Fire & Fury
Storming the Castle
Confessions
Wyrmfoe's Secret
Turnabout
Flamerule 7, 1403
Touring the Tower
Gifts & Gossip
Flamerule 14, 1403
Less Interesting
Blood Calls to Blood
A Mother's Concerns
Searching for the Family Jewels
Flamerule 21, 1403
Long Lost
A Blade's Memories
Camping Surprises
Aside From That
Flamerule 28, 1403
Elasias 4, 1403
Not All It's Cracked Up To Be
Elasias 11, 1403
Elasias 18, 1403
Elasias 25, 1403
Eleint 8, 1403
Eleint 15, 1403
Eleint 29, 1403
Marpenoth 6, 1403
Marpenoth 13, 1403
Getting the Girl
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* Orlann walks up the stairs, his new bow and a quiver of arrows slung across his back. Folded under one arm he carries a purple tabard and a chain mail shirt.

* Tarri is inside, sitting by the window and trying to finish mending a tunic with the last of the sunlight. She looks up with an expectant smile as she hears Orlann's tread on the stairs.

* Orlann opens the door and walks in. He frowns at the unlocked door and closes it behind him, bolting the latch.

<Tarri> ::looks at the purple cloth and chain under his arm:: You did it... Starting... tomorrow?

<Orlann> ::nods:: Yes'm. Only three days a week, right now. The Lieutenant says he's been right overwhelmed with home-guard volunteers. ::looks at her sternly:: Darling, I'd feel right more at ease if you'd lock this door when you're home by your lonesome.

<Tarri> It's not- ::she breaks off, looking at his face:: All right. If it's that important.

<Tarri> At least, I'll try to remember.

* Orlann gives her a quick smile. "Anything can happen, darling. I just don't want it to be happening to you."

<Tarri> All right. It's not like you're asking me to wear armor all the time or something. ::she grins and waves at his bundle:: Speaking of... Let me see!

* Orlann drops the bundle in a nearby chair then shakes out the tabard. Made from a medium purple cotton, there is a stylized dark purple dragon on the front. Three silver pipes mark the sleeves.

<Orlann> There's a helmet that goes along, but they didn't have a spare in my size. ::he grins a bit bashfully:: So they'll be making one up for me.

<Tarri> ::leans back in her seat, absently folding up her sewing as she admires the tabard:: Well... No doubt about it. You'll look splendid... ::she flashes a smile at him:: There's just something about a man in uniform...

<Orlann> ::folds it back up, then stands his bow and quiver in the corner next to his sword:: I'll only be on guard in the days, for 'bout eight hours. I reckon Master Bran'll be able to keep an eye on you.

<Tarri> Oh, probably. ::she sounds amused, looking at his stack of weaponry and armor:: It's starting to look like an armory, over there.

<Orlann> ::grins and blushes faintly:: I'll get myself a weapon's rack, if it'll make your house look right tidy.

<Tarri> ::laughs:: No, it's all right, though I might change my mind if you get much more. ::she cocks her head at him, her eyes twinkling:: Don't I get a kiss? Or are you mad about the door?

* Orlann crosses the room to kiss her soundly. "No, I ain't mad. Just concerned is all. Things have a way of happening that I don't rightly like."

<Tarri> ::returns the kiss with interest:: I don't know what's going to happen *here* that a lock would do anything to stop, but I said I'd try to remember.

<Orlann> ::shrugs and sits down on the sofa next to her:: Give you a bit of warning, if nothing else... Mistress Lisl's been showing you defenses. ::he gives her a tight smile:: And sometimes a lock'll discourage someone what's in a bit of a hurry. ::he looks at her, his pale eyes fading a bit in memory::

<Tarri> ::touches his cheek:: What are you thinking?

<Orlann> Just remembering on some things that happened in Bleakhill, a right while ago... ::shakes his head::

<Tarri> ::somewhere between curious and uncertain:: Can I ask, or would it be too nosy?

<Orlann> ::takes a deep breath:: It's a bit of a bad story, darling. But maybe I should tell you. I wasn't exactly the most honorable person in't though, and I'd... well, you've told me your stories, ain't exactly fair of me to pretend that it didn't happen, is't?

<Tarri> ::raises her eyebrows:: Now I'm curious, I have to confess.

<Orlann> ::nods:: I reckon you would be... Bleakhill's always had problems with the orc-tribes. It ain't surprising, really. The Stormhorns is their home, and has been for generations. Couple times a year or so, they'd raid the town. Steal some cows and chickens maybe. Kill some people if they could. Sometimes they took slaves. ::shudders:: Reprisals were always lightning-fast, so they didn't linger.

<Tarri> ::shivers and nods::

<Orlann> One summer was right bad... we couldn't seem to catch em out. They'd creep into the village an' kill a farmer, steal his things, and... ::he blushes angrily:: and make free with his wife's person. We'd never hear a thing. Find her th' next morning, dead and ravished, and we'd never even have known.

<Tarri> ::shudders and takes his hand:: That's awful...

<Orlann> We took to havin' active patrols and it didn't help. We still... we found *nothing*. Days'd go by and nothing happened, then... We couldn't figure it. Orcs're bad enough, but *clever* orcs're worse.

<Tarri> ::watches him, her eyes wide::

<Orlann> I was on patrol one night and nothing had happened in a while, few weeks maybe. I was just a Private then, hadn't been in the militia for more'n a year or so. Guess I musta been about sixteen years... I heard somethin' and went to look. I... couldn't believe what I saw...

<Tarri> What?

<Orlann> They weren't... they wasn't *orcs* at all... it was men. People I *knew*. Three of 'em, dressed in scraps of orc-leather and carrying orc bows. ::he shudders:: They'd already killed Brenner and... ::he closes his eyes:: I... didn't know what to do...

<Tarri> ::whispering:: Blessed Mother...

<Orlann> I jus' *stood* there, like an idiot, staring in the window. Everything made some awful sense then. Of *course* we never found anything, wasn't tracks or nothin' to find. And they'd know the patrols... I just... *stood* there.

<Tarri> What- what happened?

* Orlann looks down at his hands. "I murdered those men, Tarri. I didn't... I should have run for my captain... but I was so... shocked. Missuz Talbert was crying around this bit of cloth they'd stuffed in her mouth, and I just... I didn't try and arrest 'em, or even challenge them... I murdered them."

<Tarri> ::shivers and takes his hands:: It's okay, Orlann...

<Orlann> It ain't... Jense didn't even hear me coming, and I put my sword through his back. He wrenched it out of my grip when he fell. Dani just *grinned* at me, awful grin. He held his hands away from his side and... ::he scrubs at his face with his hands:: and offered me a go at Missuz Talbert, if I'd let 'em go.

<Tarri> ::horrified:: That's disgusting!

<Orlann> ::nods slowly:: It's only damn luck that they didn't kill me. I wasn't... not near the warrior my father was, and my sword was stuck in Jense's back. I don't... I don't rightly remember what I did then... I lost my head, I reckon.

<Tarri> You were... still half a boy, Orlann.

<Orlann> I'd never... never killed a man before... Jense's dad was sore upset about the whole thing. Called me a liar and a murderer... Mizzus Talbert backed me up, and... I thought I was gonna die of shame. There was this trial, and people were tellin' their kids not to talk to me, cause I might kill them... But I was cleared, an after a while people said they was sorry for suspectin' me.

<Tarri> ::firmly:: That wasn't dishonorable.

<Orlann> ::shakes his head, clearly not convinced:: They shoulda had a trial, been judged fair...

<Tarri> ::likewise not convinced:: Maybe. Maybe you didn't do the *best* thing you could've done. That doesn't make it dishonorable. Just a mistake. You were just a boy. And you saved that woman. They'd have killed her if you hadn't come along. Or used her as a hostage, if you'd tried to arrest them.

<Orlann> I hated it... the way people *looked* at me... sneered when they thought I wasn't looking... ::shudders:: I ain't never forgotten it, not one single day... ::looks up at her, a shimmer of tears in his eyes:: I...

<Tarri> ::lays her hand along his cheek:: Not Mistress Talbert, I bet... Whatever mistakes you made, you should be proud that you stopped them from hurting more innocent people.

<Orlann> No, Missuz Talbert was right kind to me... I just... I wish I didn't feel sorry that they're dead. They... they needed killing. But I can't help but wish it hadn't been *me* that did it.

<Tarri> ::nods:: That's good. I'd hate to learn you were the sort of man who took joy in killing... even if they did deserve it.

<Orlann> ::shudders again:: I... hope you ain't too disgusted with me. I... I wasn't gonna tell you, but you were so brave and told me about your young man back at home. You told me and I didn't... it weren't fair to keep secrets.

<Tarri> ::smiles and wipes a tear from the corner of her eye:: Silly man. You were a hero, even if some other people were too stupid to see it. How can I possibly be disgusted because you made a mistake and managed to turn out a hero despite it? ::she hugs him, hard:: Silly man...

* Orlann looks at her helplessly for a long moment, then folds her into his arms.

<Orlann> I don't deserve you, darling. I really don't... ::he gives her a squeeze:: But I am glad of it anyway.

* Tarri snuggles into his arms and tucks her head under his chin. "*I'm* the one who tried to sell my honor, and *you're* talking about deserving?" She laughs. "Silly, silly man."

* Orlann kisses the top of her head. "I do love you, darling."

<Tarri> ::looks up, surprised:: Do you?

* Orlann takes a deep breath, then nods. "Yes'm, I'm pretty sure."

<Tarri> ::breathless:: Oh... ::she blushes:: I think I love you, too.

* Orlann tilts her head up and kisses her softly. "I'm glad to hear it, darling."

 

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