Second Thoughts

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1398 and Before
1399
1400
1401
1402 Notes
Plotting Possibilities
Pinning The Hopes
Brooding
Memory's Loss
Back from Holiday
Hammer 7, 1402
Love & Other Indoor Sports
Surprises
Oops
Surprise Visit
Hammer 14, 1402
Leavetaking
Stand And Deliver
Cloak & Dagger
Afternoon Walk
Hammer 21, 1402
The Serpent's Offer
Reunions
Decent Proposals
Not The Last To Know
Lessons
Tarri's Gazette
Permission
Enchanted Evening
More Lessons
Second Thoughts
Discussion of Fashion
Apologies
Hammer 28, 1402
Walking Home
Finding Roni
Deals With The Devil
It's Not The Same
Time Off
The Devil You Know
A Marketplace Meeting
Counsel
Tea and Misery
Household Traditions
As The Worm Turns
Roses and Silks
Feeling Better
D: Zot Them All Dead With Lightning
Alturiak 4, 1402
Walk Home
A Stone's Throw
Dance With The Devil
Brotherly Love
Catching Up
Deviled Eggs
Devil May Care
Give The Devil His Due
Threads of Conversation
Picnic Patchwork
Wild and Domestic
Alturiak 11, 1402
Barbarian In The Tower
The Book Store
Rousing Jel
Visit With Meg
Conversation With A Friend
Market Square
A Little Charity
Picnic By The River
Arrangements of Disharmony
Devil's Advocate
Fighting Devils
Mazes & Monsters
Fighting Fear
Poor Devil
Alturiak 18, 1402
Fire & Fury
Music Tames
About Mysterious Strangers
Interview With A Dragon
Just One Evening
Morning
Recovery & Ransom
What The Devil Is This?
Alturiak 25, 1402
Wolfing It Down
Ex-Girlfriends & Examinations
Visits & Vexations
Charts & Chances
Solace & Sembian
Memory
Sympathy For The Devil
A Death In The Family
From Dawn 'Til Dusk
The Devil's Rulebook
Conversations of Love
Dinner On The Shore
Ches 4, 1402
Devil May Cry
Skirmish In The Streets
Devil In The Details
Pet Shopping
Love Songs
Strange Bedfellows
Demonolgy 101
Musical Interlude
Stargazing
Confessions
Checking Up
Devil's Food
Ches 11, 1402
Mapping Enemy Territory
Diplomatic Immunity
Demons & Devils
The Rescue
Kiss and Make Up
Tarri's Tree
Devil's Looking Glass
Past Regrets
Tearing Down Walls
Oh, Rats
Mobile Early Warning System
Picnicking
Ches 18, 1402
The Virtues of Vagueness
Kitten Commando
A Slow Boat to Chult
More Than We Deserve
Alone In The Dark
Love Is The Devil
Reunions and Partings
Meeting Halfway
Argument Clinic
Last Nights
Snake Bite
Civil's Servant
The Snowman Cometh
Charging Extra
House Call
Politics and Revelations
Ches 25, 1402
A Meeting of Minds
Self Doubt
The Call of the Road
Conversations
At The Weasel's Warren
Blood's Thicker Than...
Sex in the City
Sunshine and Shadows
To Strive
Civil's War
Waiting Out The War
All's Well That Ends Well
Debts and Trusts
...Into The Sunset
The Indomitable Mr. Smythe
Tarsakh 1, 1402
In The Lair Of The Rat Queen
So Many Ways To Hurt
A Clean Sweep
The Silent Treatment
Ancient History
Playing Catch Up
Tarsakh 8, 1402
Grin and Bare It
Devil And His Dam
Pre-Dawn Worries
Drowning In The Days
The Garbage Monster
Tarsakh 15, 1402
Time To Live
Gnome Behind The Curtain
Do You Dream?
Exchanging Tales of Woe
What Is This 'Morning?'
Tarsakh 22, 1402
Into The Shadow
Tower of Shadows
The Review Process
Tower of Light
Table for Two
Pieces of You
A Piece Of My Heart
Dreams In The Mist
Lady Quick Unmasked
Seeing the Seer
Waking Nightmares
Parting Gifts
Tarsakh 29, 1402
A Bone To Pick
A Favor Or Two
Battle of Khymrych
On The Stygian Shore
Battle at Ellesmere
An Elegant Pair
Disgraced Note
I Still Miss Someone
The Book of the Black Hand
Permanent Promotion
Kevil & Loria's Wedding
Marks On A Map
By Hooke Or By Crook
Ah Hells!
Surety
While In Port
Sudden Farewells
A Chapter In Her Life
Mirtul 13, 1402
Family Matters
Precious Gift
The Wrong Path Chosen
The Fear Reaction
Heart To Heart
Mirtul 20, 1402
Membership For Life
Last Will & Testament
Crushing Blow
Temple of Bane
The Death of Lord Hooke
Alanis: Welcoming Committee
Whistle Up A Killer
Serpent's Tooth
Kythorn 3, 1402
Knight's Errant
Now We Are Sick
Snake Eyes
Serpent's Kiss
Tooth and Nail
Kythorn 10, 1402
Crow's Nest
Weeding Between The Lines
Still Dressed In Mourning
Wandering Totem Star
Circle In The Sand
Munga-din
Be Careful What You Ask For
Kythorn 17, 1402
Love Also Has Pain
Looking For Answers
One Tribe From Many
Missa's Scheme
Magic Lessons
Sharing
Olives & Dates
Getting To The Bones
Monopoly On Contrariness
Kythorn 24, 1402
Mending A Broken Wing
Leave Of Absence
Bazaar Activities
Flamerule 1, 1402
Table For Three
Partners For The Dance
What Is On The Inside
The Dragon Hunt
Flamerule 8, 1402
The New Doorman
Match Made
Flamerule 15, 1402
Birds Of A Feather
Flamerule 22, 1402
Hangover Helper
Hand Painted Invitations
Old Friends
Pony Express
Flamerule 29, 1402
Claws and Effect
Cultist Bash
Elasias 5, 1402
Travel Plans
The Temple of the Vanquished Dragon
Elasias 12, 1402
It's Too Much, Let Me Sum Up
Moving Out
Tears and Stones
A Secret Place
Elasias 19, 1402
Elasias 26, 1402
Recalled To Rome
Marsember Welcoming Committee
Pest Control
Eleint 2, 1402
Eleint 9, 1402
Big Ship in Little Marsember
Getting The Full Story
In The Wooded Glade
Sanriel's Return
All Stars In The Heavens
The Tale Of Pochi
Eleint 16, 1402
Sanriel's... Return?
Double Trouble
Tyl's Repair Shop
Honor Of Friendship
Heaven's Child
What Now?
Eleint 23, 1402
A Place Of Refuge
A Toast To Someday
Trust Of The Samurai
An Agent For The Empire
Field Of Honor
Eleint 30, 1402
The Child Of Heaven
Of Pets And Monsters
Marpenoth 7, 1402
Honor Among Slaves
A Return To Honor
Marpenoth 14, 1402
Marpenoth 21, 1402
Plain Talk
Spacetime
Harborstorm
Marpenoth 28, 1402
Kisses In The Dark
An Imperfect Union
It's All A Dream
Uktar 4, 1402
Uktar 11, 1402
Special Delivery
Uktar 18, 1402
Uktar 25, 1402
Nightal 2, 1402
Nightal 9, 1402
Visiting New Friends
Nightal 16, 1402
Far From Home
You Did What? (Part I)
You Did What? (Part II)
Midwinter Merriment
1403
1404
1405
1406

<Ilarion> Mira knows that I've had relationships with a lot of women, but I don't think she realizes exactly how many "lots" is... I don't think she's thought more than 10-12 ish.

<Ilarion> And we've not actually discussed monogamy.

<Catreenia> ::amused grin:: And what's the actual number, hmm?

<Ilarion> ::counting:: um... ::blush:: seventy-one.

<Catreenia> ::with a twinkle in her eye:: And you remember every one?

<Ilarion> ::ticking off on his fingers:: seventy-two now, actually...

<Catreenia> ::grinning wider, with all-too-much innocence in her tone:: And what number am I?

<Ilarion> Seventy-two, silly!

<Catreenia> Just checking. You never know...

<Ilarion> ::leaning on his elbow:: I've been with you all day... when have I had time?

<Catreenia> Wellll... You *did* go down the hall to use the jakes a couple hours ago....

<Ilarion> ::kisses the tip of her nose:: All right, I'm busy sometimes, but not usually *that* busy

<Catreenia> ::teasing grin:: Well, I certainly wouldn't want to *underestimate* you, Roni...

<Ilarion> ::lays back on Cat's bed, tucking his arms under his neck:: Um... Cat, love?

<Catreenia> Mmm? ::smiling a little::

<Ilarion> Um... perhaps this wasn't the best idea in the world, you know? ::bites his lip a little::

* Catreenia fetches a robe from her closet, draping it over her shoulders and coming to sit on the edge of the bed. "Second thoughts?" She sounds a little sad, but not surprised. "Temire?"

<Ilarion> ::sighing, he sits up, wrapping one arm around her shoulders:: I... didn't really mean for this to happen... Not that I'm sorry it did. ::hastily::

<Catreenia> ::grins a little smugly at his quick addition before her expression sobers again:: Well, I'm expert in the adage that history can't be changed... I see enough of it to know. ::rubs a finger idly against the smooth fabric of her robe:: I'm rather surprised at myself, honestly. I know how you feel about Temire... I'd be lying to say I thought she was right for you, or that I'd completely accepted it, or this *wouldn't* have happened, but... oh, Roni, I don't want you hurt!

<Ilarion> ::laughing a little:: I don't want me hurt either. ::touches her cheek gently:: Or you.

<Catreenia> ::blushes a little:: I'm pretty tough. I'm an old hand at this... tho' admittedly, I'm usually the one doing the dumping...

<Ilarion> ::looks at her for a long moment:: Cat... I don't really know what to say... I haven't actually had much experience with relationships, exactly. And I'm almost positive that Mira wouldn't be happy about this.

<Catreenia> ::smiles and pats his hand:: Ah, then you've come to the expert... no, I imagine your Mira would be supremely *un*happy about this... ::muttering:: after all, she practically said so... ::louder again:: from what I understand, she's not very experienced with boys, either. The only question, I imagine, is who she'll run through, and deservedly so.

<Ilarion> ::winces:: Yeah... I know...

<Catreenia> My poor Roni... ::patting his hand:: romantic entanglements like these *are* best off left to fiction, aren't they? ::sighs::

<Ilarion> ::snorts:: Oh, definitely... that puts you in the starring role, my dear... the oppressed mistress who either ::ticking off on his fingers:: murders the wife of the hero, arranges for the wife to fall in love with someone else, kills the bastardly husband - that'd be me - or runs off to find romance elsewhere...

<Catreenia> ::blinks in surprise:: You've married her?

<Ilarion> ::laughing:: Well, no... but you know what I meant... usually romances don't have men like me in them... that's why they're romantic. ::leers at her:: Men like me star in rake-books.

<Catreenia> ::grins slowly:: Well, then, I suppose I'm a fallen woman, if I'm so attracted to an utter rake that I... Hm. ::wrinkles her brow in thought::

<Ilarion> ::scrubs at his face thoughtfully:: I can't decide if I feel bad, guilty, or just stupid. Cat, I... damn, what are we going to do now?

<Catreenia> Well... ::speaking slowly, obviously still thinking:: if it came to it, I *could* possibly arrange for her to fall in love with someone else, now that you mention it... ::shakes her head just as slowly:: But... it's against my personal ethics, the school code... and you'd probably hate me for it, as well. It would just be... *more* wrong. ::a little wistfully:: You do love her, don't you?

<Ilarion> ::nodding:: Yeah, most of the time... I think. I'm pretty sure.

<Catreenia> And... ::a little more hesitantly:: How do you feel about me? ::quickly:: I'm not fishing, Roni, really I'm not... I just... ::looks back down and picks an invisible speck off her robe, thinking again::

<Ilarion> ::blushing a little:: Well, you're definitely the most fun I've had in a while.

<Catreenia> ::smiles at him over her shoulder:: Am I now? Hmmm... ::turns back to study her hands in her lap, a small, almost wicked smile teasing at the corners of her mouth as she murmurs to herself:: And I'm the Mistress, hmmm....

<Ilarion> ::kissing her on the side of her upturned mouth:: You are a wicked woman, Cat...

<Catreenia> ::looks back at him, a flicker of excited fire in her eye:: You know... I've never been the secret mistress before...

<Ilarion> ::raises an eyebrow:: Secret? I thought I was supposed to go get all confessional now, and allow her the opportunity to throw pots at my head and whatnot.

<Catreenia> ::turning around fully, her robe falling open a bit as she walks her fingers up his chest:: Do you *have* to tell her just yet? ::leaning over him a little:: Are you so opposed to the notion of having two women for your bed at the same time?

<Ilarion> ::grinning at her:: Well, no, but I thought she might be... or for that matter, that *you* might be...

<Catreenia> ::shakes her head slowly, thoughtfully:: She might be, if she knew... but you *know* I can be discreet, Roni love. And if all I can get of you just now is second helpings... ::her lips curve up in a slow, sensual smile:: I must admit, it turns me on... I've never had to play second to anyone. I've never *wanted* to, I don't... *do* this, usually. But... I think I'd rather enjoy being your... kept woman.

<Ilarion> ::laughs:: Kitty, you're about as kept as rainbows and daydreams...

<Catreenia> ::grins:: Your hidden vice, then.

<Ilarion> ::tracing a line over her knee with his fingers:: You're really all right with that?

<Catreenia> Well, if you have the stamina, love... and if *you're* alright with it. I'd... I'd keep myself content, as your friend, but... I *want* you, Ilarion Quilisian. ::the stroke of her hand down his chest is possessive::

<Ilarion> ::taking her hand and kissing her fingers:: I never did have any self-control where beautiful women were involved...

<Catreenia> ::grins, twining her fingers in his:: Thank the gods for *that*...

<Ilarion> ::tracing a line of kisses up her arm:: So, what will you do with me, now that I've fallen under your spell? ::winks at her::

<Catreenia> Well, now that you mention it, I *did* have a thought...

<Ilarion> ::grinning:: And what thought was that, oh secret desire of my heart?

<Catreenia> ::grins wickedly:: I thought I might help you with your schoolwork.

<Ilarion> ::raises an eyebrow:: I need a tutor?

<Catreenia> Well... ::tracing a finger over his chest, pursing her lips judiciously:: I recall you saying how difficult it was for you *not* to shield...

<Ilarion> ::nodding:: True... ::tugs at the knot of her sash lightly:: That's not usually a bad thing, though.

<Catreenia> True. ::nods agreement:: Although it can be a problem when you're trying to, oh, say, mindlink... ::cocks her head:: And I seem to recall also how *concerned* you were that I was as well-satisfied as you were, last night... ::taps his nose with the finger:: Very considerate of you, I might add...

<Ilarion> ::the corner of his mouth turning up:: So, you think we should have some nice, in-depth study sessions... helping you strengthen your mindlinking, and at the same time working on my dropping my shields?

<Catreenia> ::nods:: *Very* in-depth... because you see, I seem to have discovered a new application for mindlink... though not, I'm afraid, the sort of thing I could write my term paper on... ::grins at him::

<Ilarion> ::raising an eyebrow:: This you'll have to tell me about...

<Catreenia> Oh, I can do better than that, love... ::straddling him on the bed, her robe billowing out loosely to either side:: Let me *show* you...

<Ilarion> ::catches the knot of her sash:: All right... I'll try...

<Catreenia> ::grinning:: I think I can distract your concentration sufficiently....

[Fade to black]

 

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