Memory's Loss

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1398 and Before
1399
1400
1401
1402 Notes
Plotting Possibilities
Pinning The Hopes
Brooding
Memory's Loss
Back from Holiday
Hammer 7, 1402
Love & Other Indoor Sports
Surprises
Oops
Surprise Visit
Hammer 14, 1402
Leavetaking
Stand And Deliver
Cloak & Dagger
Afternoon Walk
Hammer 21, 1402
The Serpent's Offer
Reunions
Decent Proposals
Not The Last To Know
Lessons
Tarri's Gazette
Permission
Enchanted Evening
More Lessons
Second Thoughts
Discussion of Fashion
Apologies
Hammer 28, 1402
Walking Home
Finding Roni
Deals With The Devil
It's Not The Same
Time Off
The Devil You Know
A Marketplace Meeting
Counsel
Tea and Misery
Household Traditions
As The Worm Turns
Roses and Silks
Feeling Better
D: Zot Them All Dead With Lightning
Alturiak 4, 1402
Walk Home
A Stone's Throw
Dance With The Devil
Brotherly Love
Catching Up
Deviled Eggs
Devil May Care
Give The Devil His Due
Threads of Conversation
Picnic Patchwork
Wild and Domestic
Alturiak 11, 1402
Barbarian In The Tower
The Book Store
Rousing Jel
Visit With Meg
Conversation With A Friend
Market Square
A Little Charity
Picnic By The River
Arrangements of Disharmony
Devil's Advocate
Fighting Devils
Mazes & Monsters
Fighting Fear
Poor Devil
Alturiak 18, 1402
Fire & Fury
Music Tames
About Mysterious Strangers
Interview With A Dragon
Just One Evening
Morning
Recovery & Ransom
What The Devil Is This?
Alturiak 25, 1402
Wolfing It Down
Ex-Girlfriends & Examinations
Visits & Vexations
Charts & Chances
Solace & Sembian
Memory
Sympathy For The Devil
A Death In The Family
From Dawn 'Til Dusk
The Devil's Rulebook
Conversations of Love
Dinner On The Shore
Ches 4, 1402
Devil May Cry
Skirmish In The Streets
Devil In The Details
Pet Shopping
Love Songs
Strange Bedfellows
Demonolgy 101
Musical Interlude
Stargazing
Confessions
Checking Up
Devil's Food
Ches 11, 1402
Mapping Enemy Territory
Diplomatic Immunity
Demons & Devils
The Rescue
Kiss and Make Up
Tarri's Tree
Devil's Looking Glass
Past Regrets
Tearing Down Walls
Oh, Rats
Mobile Early Warning System
Picnicking
Ches 18, 1402
The Virtues of Vagueness
Kitten Commando
A Slow Boat to Chult
More Than We Deserve
Alone In The Dark
Love Is The Devil
Reunions and Partings
Meeting Halfway
Argument Clinic
Last Nights
Snake Bite
Civil's Servant
The Snowman Cometh
Charging Extra
House Call
Politics and Revelations
Ches 25, 1402
A Meeting of Minds
Self Doubt
The Call of the Road
Conversations
At The Weasel's Warren
Blood's Thicker Than...
Sex in the City
Sunshine and Shadows
To Strive
Civil's War
Waiting Out The War
All's Well That Ends Well
Debts and Trusts
...Into The Sunset
The Indomitable Mr. Smythe
Tarsakh 1, 1402
In The Lair Of The Rat Queen
So Many Ways To Hurt
A Clean Sweep
The Silent Treatment
Ancient History
Playing Catch Up
Tarsakh 8, 1402
Grin and Bare It
Devil And His Dam
Pre-Dawn Worries
Drowning In The Days
The Garbage Monster
Tarsakh 15, 1402
Time To Live
Gnome Behind The Curtain
Do You Dream?
Exchanging Tales of Woe
What Is This 'Morning?'
Tarsakh 22, 1402
Into The Shadow
Tower of Shadows
The Review Process
Tower of Light
Table for Two
Pieces of You
A Piece Of My Heart
Dreams In The Mist
Lady Quick Unmasked
Seeing the Seer
Waking Nightmares
Parting Gifts
Tarsakh 29, 1402
A Bone To Pick
A Favor Or Two
Battle of Khymrych
On The Stygian Shore
Battle at Ellesmere
An Elegant Pair
Disgraced Note
I Still Miss Someone
The Book of the Black Hand
Permanent Promotion
Kevil & Loria's Wedding
Marks On A Map
By Hooke Or By Crook
Ah Hells!
Surety
While In Port
Sudden Farewells
A Chapter In Her Life
Mirtul 13, 1402
Family Matters
Precious Gift
The Wrong Path Chosen
The Fear Reaction
Heart To Heart
Mirtul 20, 1402
Membership For Life
Last Will & Testament
Crushing Blow
Temple of Bane
The Death of Lord Hooke
Alanis: Welcoming Committee
Whistle Up A Killer
Serpent's Tooth
Kythorn 3, 1402
Knight's Errant
Now We Are Sick
Snake Eyes
Serpent's Kiss
Tooth and Nail
Kythorn 10, 1402
Crow's Nest
Weeding Between The Lines
Still Dressed In Mourning
Wandering Totem Star
Circle In The Sand
Munga-din
Be Careful What You Ask For
Kythorn 17, 1402
Love Also Has Pain
Looking For Answers
One Tribe From Many
Missa's Scheme
Magic Lessons
Sharing
Olives & Dates
Getting To The Bones
Monopoly On Contrariness
Kythorn 24, 1402
Mending A Broken Wing
Leave Of Absence
Bazaar Activities
Flamerule 1, 1402
Table For Three
Partners For The Dance
What Is On The Inside
The Dragon Hunt
Flamerule 8, 1402
The New Doorman
Match Made
Flamerule 15, 1402
Birds Of A Feather
Flamerule 22, 1402
Hangover Helper
Hand Painted Invitations
Old Friends
Pony Express
Flamerule 29, 1402
Claws and Effect
Cultist Bash
Elasias 5, 1402
Travel Plans
The Temple of the Vanquished Dragon
Elasias 12, 1402
It's Too Much, Let Me Sum Up
Moving Out
Tears and Stones
A Secret Place
Elasias 19, 1402
Elasias 26, 1402
Recalled To Rome
Marsember Welcoming Committee
Pest Control
Eleint 2, 1402
Eleint 9, 1402
Big Ship in Little Marsember
Getting The Full Story
In The Wooded Glade
Sanriel's Return
All Stars In The Heavens
The Tale Of Pochi
Eleint 16, 1402
Sanriel's... Return?
Double Trouble
Tyl's Repair Shop
Honor Of Friendship
Heaven's Child
What Now?
Eleint 23, 1402
A Place Of Refuge
A Toast To Someday
Trust Of The Samurai
An Agent For The Empire
Field Of Honor
Eleint 30, 1402
The Child Of Heaven
Of Pets And Monsters
Marpenoth 7, 1402
Honor Among Slaves
A Return To Honor
Marpenoth 14, 1402
Marpenoth 21, 1402
Plain Talk
Spacetime
Harborstorm
Marpenoth 28, 1402
Kisses In The Dark
An Imperfect Union
It's All A Dream
Uktar 4, 1402
Uktar 11, 1402
Special Delivery
Uktar 18, 1402
Uktar 25, 1402
Nightal 2, 1402
Nightal 9, 1402
Visiting New Friends
Nightal 16, 1402
Far From Home
You Did What? (Part I)
You Did What? (Part II)
Midwinter Merriment
1403
1404
1405
1406

* Glossaria kneels on the carpet in the solarium, a bag of jerky bits in one hand, teaching Realia to sit up.

* Vallel staggers up the road and falls heavily against the door of the Tower. He leans there for a moment and the Tower opens the door. With a startled exclamation, he falls through the doorway onto the floor.

* Glossaria sits up at the sound of Vallel's cry, provoking a happy bark from Realia. "Val?"

<Vallel> ::propping himself up on his elbows, he glowers at the Tower:: You think you are funny, but you are not.

* Glossaria points a finger at Realia. "Stay." Realia sits, wagging her tail and watching her mistress.

* Glossaria hurries down the stairs, exclaiming at the sight of Val on the floor. "Val? Love? Are you injured?" She kneels next to him, checking for blood and kissing his cheek.

<Vallel> ::nodding a little, he works on trying to get up:: Exhausted.... I... ::he looks around, almost amazed:: So I did manage to get home. I wondered.

<Glossaria> ::peers at him in concern, and snaps her fingers, looking up. A blue flame winks into existence, dancing on the air:: A glass of juice, please, and then some bread and a bowl of stew. Right here will be fine.

<Vallel> ::leaning against the wall:: I feel like a scooped melon.

<Glossaria> My poor love... ::helping him up, and supporting him:: What were you-- ah! Tyl? Did you go to see her today?

<Vallel> ::nodding, he touches his fingertips gingerly to his head::

<Glossaria> Are you alright? ::looking alarmed:: She didn't-- hurt you in any way, did she?

<Vallel> No, I'm not hurt, just... ::he blinks his eyes several times:: I don't think I could open a door with the amount of energy I've got left...

* Glossaria looks back at the Tower's front door. "But... you just did."

<Vallel> Nah, the Tower did that all on his own... ::glowers around at the hallway with mock ferocity::

<Glossaria> Ahh, thank you. ::plucks a floating tray from the air as the blue flame reappears with it. The scent of hot stew and fresh bread wafts from the covered tray, but Gloss picks up the glass of citrus juice first:: I'm sure he was just trying to be helpful. ::looking slightly doubtful:: Well, mostly. ::hands him the juice:: Start with this, love, or your stomach will rebel.

* Vallel smiles a bit tentatively. "Thanks, love..."

* Glossaria sets the tray down on a side table, drags a small bench over to him, and helps him sit.

* Vallel nearly collapses onto the bench. He holds his glass in both hands, which are trembling slightly.

* Glossaria covers his hands with one of hers, and gently helps him tip the glass up to his lips. "Slowly does it..."

* Vallel sips at the juice carefully, trying to restrain himself from gulping it.

* Glossaria smiles, caressing his hair gently with her free hand.

* Vallel pushes the glass away after a bit, leaning against the wall and panting.

<Vallel> She's gone... said to tell you she was sorry... ::he closes his eyes::

<Glossaria> Feeling any... any... oh. ::slides down to sit next to him on the bench, nearly missing it:: She... could you help her... remember?

<Vallel> ::sighs, not opening his eyes:: I showed her, gave her memories back to her... but... ::he looks at Gloss, his eyes pained:: She doesn't remember it. It's like reading a book to her, or watching a play. She doesn't *feel* it.

<Glossaria> She couldn't-- but-- ::looking at Val, concerned:: *you* feel them... don't you?

<Vallel> ::nods:: I do... but she's... it's like there's a wall around her heart... I couldn't... I don't know how.

<Glossaria> A... wall? The-- could it have to do with... how she lost her memory in the first place? ::frowning deeper::

<Vallel> ::shrugs:: I don't know, Gloss... I don't have that much training in this area... ::he rests his head on his hands, staring at the floor::

* Glossaria gathers him into her arms, hugging him and resting her head on his shoulder. "You did what you could, love. She said she wanted to... explore her options."

* Vallel crushes Gloss to his chest, nearly squeezing the breath out of her. "I couldn't bear it if you forgot me..."

<Glossaria> Oh... Oh my dearest love, no, I couldn't! ::smiling tremulously, tears standing in her eyes:: I write *everything* down, so I'll *never* forget.

<Vallel> ::loosening his grip a bit:: She said she'd write to you, let you know how she was, so we wouldn't worry too much.

<Glossaria> ::smiles a little more confidently, sniffing and tucking her head in under his chin:: That's very nice of her. I... I wish I could have helped more, but... I suppose... she has some miles to make up on her own.

<Vallel> ::kissing the top of Gloss's head:: I wish... I couldn't force her to stay, that would have been wrong... but... ::sighs::

<Glossaria> ::nods:: I wish she could stay, too. ::sighing:: And Jelarthna most of all, I'm sure... does he know? That she was leaving?

<Vallel> ::bites his lip:: She left him a letter... said she thought he'd try and talk her out of it, and she didn't want to argue about it.

<Glossaria> ::nods sadly:: I just hope... I hope she decides, someday, to come back. ::firmly:: When she comes back to visit, we'll just have to show her that she *can* belong here.

<Vallel> ::laughs bitterly:: It's so stupid... the one person who knows how to fix these sorts of problems and she can't remember how to do it... ::shaking his head:: I know she did it, for Jelarthna... damn! ::he tilts his head backwards against the wall:: I wish I'd studied harder, faster...

* Glossaria puts her hand behind his head before he can knock it against the wall. "Love, listen to me... It's not... your... *fault.* You did what you could, to the best of your ability, and that's all anyone can ask of you." She hugs him tighter again. "I know you wanted to make it right for her-- I know how much *I* wanted to! But... we couldn't."

<Vallel> ::picking up a piece of bread off the Staff's tray, he nibbles at it absently:: I know... I know...

<Glossaria> ::smiles a little, fondly, and touches a hand to his head:: You know *here.* ::her hand moves down to cover his heart:: But I think you're still a little stubborn about *here.*

<Vallel> ::laughs, taking her hand and kissing the tips of her fingers:: Consider it part of my dubious charm.

<Glossaria> ::bestows a light kiss on his lips, smiling:: *I* think it's a great deal of your charm. I love your stubborn heart. ::kissing him again, just below his collarbone:: She'll be back, love. This isn't the end, not yet.

 

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