Brooding

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1398 and Before
1399
1400
1401
1402 Notes
Plotting Possibilities
Pinning The Hopes
Brooding
Memory's Loss
Back from Holiday
Hammer 7, 1402
Love & Other Indoor Sports
Surprises
Oops
Surprise Visit
Hammer 14, 1402
Leavetaking
Stand And Deliver
Cloak & Dagger
Afternoon Walk
Hammer 21, 1402
The Serpent's Offer
Reunions
Decent Proposals
Not The Last To Know
Lessons
Tarri's Gazette
Permission
Enchanted Evening
More Lessons
Second Thoughts
Discussion of Fashion
Apologies
Hammer 28, 1402
Walking Home
Finding Roni
Deals With The Devil
It's Not The Same
Time Off
The Devil You Know
A Marketplace Meeting
Counsel
Tea and Misery
Household Traditions
As The Worm Turns
Roses and Silks
Feeling Better
D: Zot Them All Dead With Lightning
Alturiak 4, 1402
Walk Home
A Stone's Throw
Dance With The Devil
Brotherly Love
Catching Up
Deviled Eggs
Devil May Care
Give The Devil His Due
Threads of Conversation
Picnic Patchwork
Wild and Domestic
Alturiak 11, 1402
Barbarian In The Tower
The Book Store
Rousing Jel
Visit With Meg
Conversation With A Friend
Market Square
A Little Charity
Picnic By The River
Arrangements of Disharmony
Devil's Advocate
Fighting Devils
Mazes & Monsters
Fighting Fear
Poor Devil
Alturiak 18, 1402
Fire & Fury
Music Tames
About Mysterious Strangers
Interview With A Dragon
Just One Evening
Morning
Recovery & Ransom
What The Devil Is This?
Alturiak 25, 1402
Wolfing It Down
Ex-Girlfriends & Examinations
Visits & Vexations
Charts & Chances
Solace & Sembian
Memory
Sympathy For The Devil
A Death In The Family
From Dawn 'Til Dusk
The Devil's Rulebook
Conversations of Love
Dinner On The Shore
Ches 4, 1402
Devil May Cry
Skirmish In The Streets
Devil In The Details
Pet Shopping
Love Songs
Strange Bedfellows
Demonolgy 101
Musical Interlude
Stargazing
Confessions
Checking Up
Devil's Food
Ches 11, 1402
Mapping Enemy Territory
Diplomatic Immunity
Demons & Devils
The Rescue
Kiss and Make Up
Tarri's Tree
Devil's Looking Glass
Past Regrets
Tearing Down Walls
Oh, Rats
Mobile Early Warning System
Picnicking
Ches 18, 1402
The Virtues of Vagueness
Kitten Commando
A Slow Boat to Chult
More Than We Deserve
Alone In The Dark
Love Is The Devil
Reunions and Partings
Meeting Halfway
Argument Clinic
Last Nights
Snake Bite
Civil's Servant
The Snowman Cometh
Charging Extra
House Call
Politics and Revelations
Ches 25, 1402
A Meeting of Minds
Self Doubt
The Call of the Road
Conversations
At The Weasel's Warren
Blood's Thicker Than...
Sex in the City
Sunshine and Shadows
To Strive
Civil's War
Waiting Out The War
All's Well That Ends Well
Debts and Trusts
...Into The Sunset
The Indomitable Mr. Smythe
Tarsakh 1, 1402
In The Lair Of The Rat Queen
So Many Ways To Hurt
A Clean Sweep
The Silent Treatment
Ancient History
Playing Catch Up
Tarsakh 8, 1402
Grin and Bare It
Devil And His Dam
Pre-Dawn Worries
Drowning In The Days
The Garbage Monster
Tarsakh 15, 1402
Time To Live
Gnome Behind The Curtain
Do You Dream?
Exchanging Tales of Woe
What Is This 'Morning?'
Tarsakh 22, 1402
Into The Shadow
Tower of Shadows
The Review Process
Tower of Light
Table for Two
Pieces of You
A Piece Of My Heart
Dreams In The Mist
Lady Quick Unmasked
Seeing the Seer
Waking Nightmares
Parting Gifts
Tarsakh 29, 1402
A Bone To Pick
A Favor Or Two
Battle of Khymrych
On The Stygian Shore
Battle at Ellesmere
An Elegant Pair
Disgraced Note
I Still Miss Someone
The Book of the Black Hand
Permanent Promotion
Kevil & Loria's Wedding
Marks On A Map
By Hooke Or By Crook
Ah Hells!
Surety
While In Port
Sudden Farewells
A Chapter In Her Life
Mirtul 13, 1402
Family Matters
Precious Gift
The Wrong Path Chosen
The Fear Reaction
Heart To Heart
Mirtul 20, 1402
Membership For Life
Last Will & Testament
Crushing Blow
Temple of Bane
The Death of Lord Hooke
Alanis: Welcoming Committee
Whistle Up A Killer
Serpent's Tooth
Kythorn 3, 1402
Knight's Errant
Now We Are Sick
Snake Eyes
Serpent's Kiss
Tooth and Nail
Kythorn 10, 1402
Crow's Nest
Weeding Between The Lines
Still Dressed In Mourning
Wandering Totem Star
Circle In The Sand
Munga-din
Be Careful What You Ask For
Kythorn 17, 1402
Love Also Has Pain
Looking For Answers
One Tribe From Many
Missa's Scheme
Magic Lessons
Sharing
Olives & Dates
Getting To The Bones
Monopoly On Contrariness
Kythorn 24, 1402
Mending A Broken Wing
Leave Of Absence
Bazaar Activities
Flamerule 1, 1402
Table For Three
Partners For The Dance
What Is On The Inside
The Dragon Hunt
Flamerule 8, 1402
The New Doorman
Match Made
Flamerule 15, 1402
Birds Of A Feather
Flamerule 22, 1402
Hangover Helper
Hand Painted Invitations
Old Friends
Pony Express
Flamerule 29, 1402
Claws and Effect
Cultist Bash
Elasias 5, 1402
Travel Plans
The Temple of the Vanquished Dragon
Elasias 12, 1402
It's Too Much, Let Me Sum Up
Moving Out
Tears and Stones
A Secret Place
Elasias 19, 1402
Elasias 26, 1402
Recalled To Rome
Marsember Welcoming Committee
Pest Control
Eleint 2, 1402
Eleint 9, 1402
Big Ship in Little Marsember
Getting The Full Story
In The Wooded Glade
Sanriel's Return
All Stars In The Heavens
The Tale Of Pochi
Eleint 16, 1402
Sanriel's... Return?
Double Trouble
Tyl's Repair Shop
Honor Of Friendship
Heaven's Child
What Now?
Eleint 23, 1402
A Place Of Refuge
A Toast To Someday
Trust Of The Samurai
An Agent For The Empire
Field Of Honor
Eleint 30, 1402
The Child Of Heaven
Of Pets And Monsters
Marpenoth 7, 1402
Honor Among Slaves
A Return To Honor
Marpenoth 14, 1402
Marpenoth 21, 1402
Plain Talk
Spacetime
Harborstorm
Marpenoth 28, 1402
Kisses In The Dark
An Imperfect Union
It's All A Dream
Uktar 4, 1402
Uktar 11, 1402
Special Delivery
Uktar 18, 1402
Uktar 25, 1402
Nightal 2, 1402
Nightal 9, 1402
Visiting New Friends
Nightal 16, 1402
Far From Home
You Did What? (Part I)
You Did What? (Part II)
Midwinter Merriment
1403
1404
1405
1406

* Tyl is sitting in the garden out back, perched on the side of the elegant marble water fountain, her legs crossed under her. She is wearing work clothes, and, oddly enough, a pair of slightly faded red leather boots.

* Glossaria knocks lightly on the door of the Quel'shu mansion, a brown leather bookbag nearly as large as her torso balanced on her shoulder. She looks around interestedly, and smooths down the grey skirt of her plain gown.

<Jaques> Yes, Ma'am? ::the butler, impeccable as usual, answers the door::

<Glossaria> Glossaria duNache to see Lady Quel'shu, if she's at home? I have no appointment.

<Jaques> ::bowing:: She's in the garden... may I escort you, or do you know the way?

<Glossaria> ::tipping her head in thought:: I don't believe I've been to that portion of the grounds. ::nods:: You may escort me.

<Jaques> Of course, m'lady. This way, please. ::he leads her through some of the more public, and therefore, more impressive, parts of the mansion before stopping before an ornate door.:: Here is the door, ma'am. I believe you'll find her brooding over by the fountain.

<Glossaria> ::raises her eyebrows:: Brooding? She's incubating eggs?

<Jaques> ::a very brief smile creases the lips of the old elf:: No ma'am. She's making up her mind to leave us. ::he rests a hand on Gloss's shoulder for a brief moment::

<Glossaria> Oh. ::blushes slightly at her mistake:: Wait-- leave you? She's going away? But-- she's barely had time to visit! I mean, the new her, that is.

<Jaques> ::nodding:: Perhaps...

<Glossaria> ::frowns:: Oh, dear. I didn't know. ::shifts the pack on her shoulder, glancing back at it uncertainly:: My selections may be inappropriate, then...

<Jaques> ::bowing again:: If you'll excuse me, m'lady. Enjoy your visit. ::he turns and walks down the hall, a bit stiffly::

* Glossaria chews on her lower lip for a moment, watching the butler depart before turning to look at the door again.

<Glossaria> ::murmuring to herself:: I suppose I could go home and come back again... but that would be awkward... well... ::takes a deep breath and pushes open the door. She blinks a little as she looks around the garden, for a moment distracted with mentally cataloging the plants she sees::

* Tyl pulls a late blooming flower off a vine and rather absent-mindedly shreds it, dropping the brightly colored petals on the water of the fountain::

* Glossaria takes a few steps closer. "It would be best if you washed your hands, too, Mistress Tyl. Climbing baneberry causes a contact rash in some individuals, elves particularly."

<Tyl> ::looks up:: Oh, hullo duNache. ::absently she dips her hands into the fountain, then shakes them off::

<Glossaria> ::smiles a little:: Glossaria. Or Gloss, if you prefer.

<Tyl> Gloss, then. ::brushes her hands against her sleeves for a moment::

<Glossaria> ::smiles a little wider, taking a few steps closer uncertainly:: I... I brought some things for you, but... they may be inappropriate. Master Jaques said you might be... leaving?

<Tyl> ::finishes the nervous gesture, smoothing her vest:: It's crossed my mind.

<Glossaria> ::cocking her head curiously:: Crossed, or dwelt?

<Tyl> ::smiles a bit flatly:: It's been a reoccurring fancy...

* Glossaria slips her pack off her shoulder, resting it on the top of her foot, not quite on the ground. "Why? Do you wish to travel?"

<Tyl> ::removing a coin from her vest pocket, she begins a sleight-of-hand routine, dancing the coin across the back of her hand, dipping in and out of her fingers:: Perhaps... often a means to an end, it's sometimes the end itself, don't you think?

<Glossaria> ::nods vigorously, watching the progress of the coin with interest:: Volo writes that the journey itself is the best destination of all. ::smiles a little:: A curious play on words, but apt. The concept of a journey is an often-used analogy for life, and after all, few are eager to reach their final destination in *that.* Although the Mulhorandi believe-- ::she breaks off with a blush:: I'm sorry. I'm rambling again, aren't I?

* Tyl tosses her coin into the air, catches it, then opens her hand, revealing nothing.

<Tyl> Ramble away... ::she reaches out, "pulling" the coin from behind Gloss's ear::

<Glossaria> ::smiles a little:: It was palmed between the second and third digits of your left hand. Well, the Mulhorandi believe that there is a life after this one for some, and so death is not so much an end as a... ::she pauses, frowning in thought:: ...an inn, to stay for the night!

<Tyl> ::shrugs:: It used to amuse my playmates, when I was a child. ::she tucks the coin back in her vest pocket:: So, what's on your mind? ::she gestures to the pack::

<Glossaria> ::nods:: It's a classic trick, according to Egglebrock's "Coin Tricks: 100 Palms, Plants, and Fades."

<Glossaria> ::glances down at her pack:: Well, more on my foot, than my mind, but... may I? ::she gestures to the garden bench beside Tyl::

<Tyl> ::nodding::

* Tyl trails a hand in the fountain, her fingers making ripples in the water.

* Glossaria hefts her pack with a soft grunt and places it on the bench next to Tyl, unlacing the stays and flipping it open with a somewhat nervous glance at Tyl's trailing hand. "Um... not to be rude, but... would you please dry your hands before you open these? Water damages books."

* Tyl wipes her hands off on her trousers, rocking forward onto her heels. "Whatcha got?"

* Glossaria pulls, one by one, a stack of about fifteen volumes out of her pack and sets them on the bench next to Tyl. "Well, it occurred to me that, while others may have been trying to, um, restore your memory, no one would be attempting to "fill you in" as it were on the bits you'd missed. So, I brought you a few things that might help."

<Glossaria> ::sounding hesitant:: Though... if you're going away, maybe travelogues would have been better...?

<Tyl> ::eyes the bag:: That's a lot of books to put in one pack.

<Glossaria> Well... they're small. ::eyes the large blue-bound tome with "A Historie of Cormyr" stamped in gold on the spine:: Well, mostly.

* Tyl smiles grimly, then speaks in fluid elvish. {Lesson time, teacher?}

<Glossaria> ::blinks, and responds in the same language:: {Only if you like. I had in mind more of self-study.} ::sounding meek:: {I know that if *my* memory were thirty years out of date, I'd want to rectify it as soon as possible.} ::looks down at her shoes:: {Of course... that's sort of what I'm doing with everything, I suppose... }

<Tyl> ::sighs and returns to the common tongue:: I don't know, really... seems silly to care what other people are up to when I'm not even sure who I am.

<Glossaria> Well... but you still have a past. Don't you want to find out what you missed? ::slipping what looks like a bound volume of journals from the stack and displaying it on the top more invitingly. The title, in graceful elvish script, reads merely, "A Digest of Days"::

<Tyl> ::raises one eyebrow:: Wars, death, famine, kings... has it changed any?

<Glossaria> ::glances down at the volume, running a finger down the spine affectionately:: Well... the names change. ::brightening:: The clothing fashions have changed rather a lot.

<Tyl> ::sighs in an exaggerated fashion, making the blossoms on one vine dance:: You're a librarian, right?

* Glossaria nods.

<Tyl> Do much research on this? ::she gestures at her head:: Any idea how long it might last? I... ::she looks up at the garden wall towards a balcony, which probably leads to the master bedroom::

<Glossaria> :looking troubled:: Well... I... *have* looked into a book or two... or more... on the subject of amnesia and general memory loss. Unfortunately, there's no clear answer. Your case is an unusual one, true, but... in some cases, the loss is rectified after a few days or weeks. Sometimes... years. ::sounding reluctant:: Depending on the... method of damage, the loss is sometimes permanent, because there's nothing to recover. When magically induced, the memory may at times be *physically* recovered, as from a crystal or somesuch, but... ::looks doubtful::

<Glossaria> ::she moves the empty pack aside and sits, frowning at the ground:: Familiar surroundings, sights, smells particularly, can jog the memory... and often, patients seem to reach a point that... breaks the dam, one could say, and causes a flood of memory to return. One fact triggers several related memories, and so on. A cascade, it's called.

<Tyl> ::nods a little reluctantly:: I want to care about him... certainly staying here beats sleeping in the streets, after all.

<Glossaria> ::looking offended:: You wouldn't have to sleep in the streets, Mistress Tyl! Any number of people would be honored to offer you shelter, but with your skills, you could certainly earn a living of your own! Why, the School is *your* property, after all!

<Tyl> ::laughs bitterly:: So is this house, I've been told. The triumphs of a woman that doesn't exist anymore. ::she looks around:: This doesn't feel like my home. I don't belong here.

<Glossaria> ::blinks several times:: But... you *do* exist. ::frowns, and pokes Tyl experimentally before nodding firmly:: See? You exist. And the properties, as I understand, are a matter of inheritance-- surely you remember your family? Your grandfather?

<Tyl> ::shudders a bit:: Yes, I remember my family. My grandfather... I haven't seen him since I was very young. ::she blinks a few times:: He didn't get on well with my mother.

<Glossaria> ::smiling a little:: Which is probably why he left his properties to you. ::hesitantly:: Have you... that is, did you speak with Val? Vallel duNache, my husband? Your former pupil? He... I know this is supposed to be a secret, but... he holds your memories, you know.

<Tyl> ::blinks:: He does?

<Glossaria> ::nods:: It was... something of an accident. You were... ::she thinks for a moment, torn between etiquette and honesty, and finally takes a deep breath:: There's an herb known as esperweed, for its ability to enhance psionics' powers. You were taking it, at one time, and... well, it's highly addictive.

* Tyl sits back down on the edge of the fountain, listening... almost despite herself, she seems interested.

<Glossaria> ::taking another breath:: A... number of people assisted you in breaking your addiction. Withdrawal from esperweed is... ugly. You became quite ill for a time, raving, and Vallel stayed by you to nurse you in private. He... you... you're both telepaths, and you were... he couldn't help it, he couldn't shut you out.

<Tyl> ::shakes her head slightly:: Nice of him...

<Glossaria> He owed you a great deal. Many of us do. ::looking up, looking Tyl in the eye:: Whether you remember the occasion or not, *we* do. The... debt is not forgotten, simply because *you* have forgotten. Vallel carries... everything. All of your memories. When you got better, you didn't remember, and he didn't tell you because he didn't want to... shame you.

* Tyl considers that for a while, frowning slightly and biting her lip.

<Glossaria> ::thoughtfully:: That was... Flamerule, I think? of last year, so it will be a bit out of date, I imagine. Still...

<Glossaria> If you... if you *want* to remember, he can help.

<Tyl> Hmmm... ::she stands up, stretching a bit. Taking a few steps forward, she makes no sound, circling around Glossaria, she picks up one of the books and flips through it:: I'll give it some thought.

<Glossaria> ::biting a lip that trembles a little, not turning:: But if you decide... not... please, won't you tell us, before you leave? I know, you'd probably rather just... go, but... the worst, when you disappeared before, was not *knowing*... I know, you must think the person we care for isn't *you* anymore, but... but... it *is*... Oh... I'm s-sorry... ::dips her head, putting a hand over her eyes, her shoulders shaking::

<Tyl> ::laughing, she puts a hand on Gloss's shoulder:: I'm not so inattentive... nor fool enough to think *he* wouldn't come after me.

* Glossaria sniffles softly, her voice very small. "He did the first time."

<Tyl> ::squeezes the girl's shoulder:: If I'm to be left alone, I'll probably have to check in once in a while...

<Glossaria> ::lifts her head, wiping her eyes:: Not if you asked. It would... hurt him, I think, but Jelarthna would do what you asked.

<Tyl> ::raises an eyebrow:: And the rest? ::snorts:: No, I don't think so... they'd do it "for my own good."

<Glossaria> ::smiles a somewhat watery smile:: Mistress Lisl can be very persistant, true. Mistress Zoya and I would probably restrain ourselves to scrying from time to time.

<Tyl> ::takes a deep breath:: Maybe I should go talk to your husband... know what all my options are before I make a decision.

<Glossaria> ::nods:: That is generally agreed to be the wisest course in any case. Do you... want to hold on to these a little while? ::gestures to the books::

<Tyl> ::nodding:: Why not? I probably won't read them, but I might flip through them. ::she grins slightly:: Don't worry, I won't get mustard all over your books.

<Glossaria> ::breathes a small sigh:: Thank you. ::pulls out a plain, somewhat ink-stained handkerchief and dips it in the fountain, wiping her eyes:: I apologize for becoming emotional. I didn't intend to. ::sighing a little:: But then, I never intend to...

<Tyl> ::nodding:: That's all right... anyway, let your husband know I'd like to see him, whenever it's convenient. I... I'll be here, for a while.

<Glossaria> ::nods:: I will. ::smiles:: Thank you, Mistress Tyl.

<Tyl> ::snorts:: Thanks for the books... and your concern. I do... ::makes a face:: appreciate it. Even if I am being obstinate about it.

<Glossaria> ::smiles wider, shouldering her pack:: You helped me get my life back, once, too, in a way. ::she touches her temple, and drops her hand after a moment:: It's the least I can do to try to help you do the same.

* Tyl waves at Gloss as she leaves, turning, with a pensive expression, back to the fountain.

* Glossaria turns and walks back through the house, waving gaily at the butler as she exits.

 

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